old people and new people

old people and new people

I am unable to find the reason, why I like to talk to close friend when I am happy, and why I search for new people when I am sad.
This is the reason why I talk to new people. I don’t talk to close people when m sad, maybe bcoz I don’t wanna show them my weakness or maybe because I think they won’t understand me or maybe because I think they don’t give a shit about it or I don’t want any sympathy